For the lights of Christmas that shines brightest among all ^_^

A sudden urge after a really long time. And this one is dedicated to you, Sheru. Merry Christmas; Happy New Year & A Very Happy Birthday! Why this? Why Now? I don’t know, honestly. Probably, I was just thinking a lot about our last brief chat? Well, I will leave that to you to uncover. I miss our deep talks; you know the never-finding depths and crazy ones that made perfect sense always and of course, the cloaked conversations! Ahh! Damn timezone! Damn science! Damn creation!

This brief stint has been enriching. I have learnt so much. About people, culture, myself! And you know about patience, the thing I never had? O I am learning so much to be patient. It’s a killer sometimes! But the feeling of unknown is appealing. I loved the feeling of packing a single piece and start exploring alone , the feeling of living in a really dingy place with no food, water or soap, the feeling of uncertainty at midnight with nowhere to go, the sparks of conversations with a complete stranger, the high that I always get while travelling, alone or otherwise. And not just the travelling part; Setting up a new home with all facilities, doing your everyday chores, controlling the mini anger bursts inside head (you know what I mean) – everything together gives a wholesome feeling. It’s new, its fun.

But then, I do miss my old Pjs, you all, Dad, Mom. Remember, our morning songs while doing Maths in that room? Remember Happy da and his sisters? The time we were not really studying? The time you told me about ‘’ and I gave you a shocking reaction? Lol! I see Dad in Skype. He has started wrapping around a shawl now that it’s little cold in Kolkata. I miss sneaking in in his shawl and warming my hands in his. I miss embracing his paunch and the every now n then pecks on Mom. I miss doing ‘Bhag D K’ dance with you, puking at Shagu’s floor, tickling Pri till she rolls off bed and the lazy top roof at Sola’s place. I still don’t believe I missed our first engagement and I would miss our first wedding! I miss the crowd. I miss my side pillow.

The immense serenity I get here is by sitting in silence on that stony beach or taking a long lone walk amidst colours of country side and smiling at how hard it hurt the last time we bumped to hug!

I love this and I love that :)

Signing off year 2015 with loads of love for you guys! You all still the biggest bugs of my day!