A notion. A perception. Or it could be an impression.

Cant actually say what…but it bothers and bugs me.

I don’t understand this. (Yes, I don’t understand many a thing…but I would say it tops my list!)

I don’t even remember from when I have this belief that people should speak their mind, just the way it appears; without covering it with fake sophistication or false expectation.

Straight forward…straight out of your heart…and that is extremely what I am. I say exactly what I feel. I say just the way it comes to me.

I agree there are lots of things I find difficulty in blurting out. But if things are said, they are very straight and very true… some people even find them, “kaatkhotta”, “without emotions” etc (the exact words quoted!). I don’t believe in false promises or expectations.

I believe in saying the naked truth rather than camouflaging it with some beautiful lie.

The question that seems to bug me, is my so-long-belief wrong??!

I observe, people love lies. Few tactful lies, you can earn anything you want…respect? love? admiration? popularity? The trick is to lie properly and accordingly.

My problem is silly. I crave for honesty.

It hurts me like hell, when people misunderstand my honesty with my being ‘heartless’, ‘emotionless’.