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Okay! I planned to make this post in a very neat and discreet way. The reason being very simple though, it’s just because this is going to be my 52^nd post! Apart from being one of my favorite numbers (again, no particular reason!), it’s also my present roll no. and it adds up to 7, which is again my favorite! (Don’t give me a weird look! :P )

But, like life is so full of surprises and never follows plan, similarly, this post is not how I planned it!

I’m shocked! Terribly! I mean, suddenly I feel the world around me is no different from what I find in cruel stories and seemingly unreal-movies! For the first time, I feel surprises can be so ugly, bitter! God! Did I take pride in accepting harsh truths? Forgive me; I can’t accept it! I can’t even imagine that some people around us can be so cheap and mean; that some people can take so much of undue advantage of others’ innocence! Seriously, I am just so stunned. Shocked. Angry. Scared.

They say, it’s a big, bad world! I never agreed. I always knew there are bad things and I always felt angry and vocal about them. But somehow I have this belief that every bad thing can be changed into good. But now, the question is how you intend to change something when you can’t even imagine it to be true!

People say, I’m innocent and trust others’ a bit too much! My best friend tells me, I’m hugely ignorant about the dark side of this world! I feel scared sometimes! Ignorance is such a scary bliss!

But I’m not ignorant. I have heard lots of tough-to-believe stories. I have seen and gone through some of them. But it’s just that despite of everything, I cant imagine people to be ‘bad’(like, they say!) and some days like this ( when I get over-dozed!) I kip on wondering and getting confused!

I miss the Aries-fire today!

Scared.